I have said this before. . . but this quote seems to really define me.
"I get up every morning determined to both change the world and have one hell of a good time. Sometimes this makes planning my day difficult."
E. B. White
I have to make a few other "drops" in my life now to get back on track. I always struggle with what I "should" do and what I "must" to do to create. I have to hear my own music, march to my own drumbeat, believe in my dreams and bask in my passions. It may sound selfish to me, but without that focus I can not be there for others. My need to "belong", to be "one of the group" overcomes my inner need to be independent. It is then that I make poor decisions about my path. There can be no confusion at this time in my life.