Activate . . .
This is a piece I completed a couple months ago. It is painted on cotton with organza overlays and then quilted. The story of the creation is beautiful to me and I will share that next week. But it really captures where I am tonight. It is time for me to "Activate".
Intense Times . . .
I want to share this piece of my work as it is titled "Intense". I created this the end of 2018 as a reflection of the intense feelings of life we were experiencing from the impact of a grand son's cancer - my mom's death - extreme drought and fires - difficult life choices - difficult times in our country . . .
From February 2020 until now, we have all experienced the impact of the pandemic and related extreme hatred, fear and divisiveness.
From September 2020 until now, we have experienced even more "Intense" times from my own cancer fight!
I am a believer that if you live a long life, as I have, you must go through lots of "Intense" times.
My cancer update . . .
I wanted to share where I am in my breast cancer treatment with my family and friends. I have not written in my blog since last May. This is a summary of the year and where I am now . . .
I started my treatment for breast cancer in November 2020 after the diagnosis the month before. I had heavy chemotherapy infusions every three weeks consisting of 4 different chemical drugs through March of 2021. Two of the most fierce of the chemo drugs ended in March and my treatment plan was to continue with the other two drugs through infusions every three weeks through October.
In April, after surgery, the pathology showed that I was free of all the cancer in my breast and the two involved lymph nodes. It was "highly recommended" that I continue with the chemo infusions and move forward with radiation once my surgery had healed. That combination was to add additional "insurance" for remaining cancer free. I decided to do both. The 33 days of radiation ended the first part of July and I continued with the infusions through October. .
I continued to have CT and MRI scans as well as echo cardiograms throughout the year as recommended with continued positive findings. Yesterday, I had a diagnostic mammogram recommended following the end of treatment and 6 months after the surgery. It showed no sign of cancer. I continue to be cancer free and my recommended treatment plan from over a year ago is complete.
I am blessed and looking forward to continued healing, regaining my strength and my brain working better. I know I will need to focus my energy to continue to eat the right foods, stay at a healthy weight and become more physically active. Those are the next steps of my "staying cancer free" treatment.
What is next . . .
I was a member of our local Artists Gallery but I left the end of August as the continued chemo was impacting my strength and our Covid numbers were so high again that I was not comfortable working in the public. The gallery is a cooperative where the members work shifts each month. I will not go back to the gallery as I want all of my time to focus on my life with my Bob, my family, my friends and my art.
I look forward to becoming more prolific with my creating. I have lots of ideas and dreams and I am feeling I am "on fire" with so many things I want to do.
I will be activating this blog on a weekly basis with it focused on my renewed energy and focused on my art. I have lots of ideas for creating new art. I want to share more with other like minded mixed media artists. I will share more on all of that throughout the next months.
Thank you so much for your love, your positive thoughts and for being with me on this journey.
I am so happy to hear that you are healthy and back to creating art again!! Sending you big virtual hugs!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Mel! I am going to have to work on "activating". I think I employ your dice technique so I don't get overwhelmed with all I want to do "right now".
DeleteWhat a lovely update. I held my breath until the end when I sighed with joy at your good news. I’ve enjoyed our connection and look forward to more♥️
ReplyDeleteSherri - Thank you! I think of you so often. Please know that if you need anything during your times here these next few months that we have room here for however long you might need.
DeleteCarol, continue on your path with as much energy and enthusiasm as you can generate! It’s a long path but you are surrounded with love from family and friends. Your personal health, time spent with family and friends, and your creativity are what is most important! I’m so pleased that finally you have a clean bill of health! Lots of hugs and kisses!
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Thank you! I hope to see you soon!
DeleteCarol, you are so strong and have such a will to carry on. I admire your fortitude! And I am so happy to hear you are in a better place health wise. Know that I have your back, and you can all anytime! ❤️��❤️��❤️
ReplyDeleteI know you are there and I think of you every day! Thank you!
DeleteWhat a journey! Glad to hear that you are healthy and are now focusing on your art - what a blessing. What would we do without our art?
ReplyDeleteThank you! Your inspiration and strength inspire me to "get going"!
DeleteJoy joy joy. Thank you for sharing.God is good and you have much to do.you go cuz.and continued prayers.lv j
ReplyDeleteThank you, cuz! You are my inspiration! We are from strong women!
DeleteCarol, I am so happy to hear that you are now truly on the road to recovery and looking forward to life again. I’m sure it’s been a long, difficult year for you, but love, family and art awaits! Sending you a big hug!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Donna! We need another mini-retreat next fall to share our time and art!
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ReplyDeleteI don't know you well, but I liked you instantly!
My heart goes out to you in your intense efforts to find you your way through a terrible process. You are inspiring to me and many others, I am sure. Thank you for sharing your experience, feelings, and ambitions to find meaning in your art and life. Wishing you all the best in your journey!
Thank you so much!
DeleteIt's been a joy to see your face online from time to time, and now to have this update, and know you are on a new, healing phase of your journey. We miss you on our wee SAQA committee, but hope that you remain part of our wider studio art community, and as you gain strength, make more frequent appearances in and with the group. May you and your family stay safe, stay well, be blessed.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Margaret! I love my SAQA learning time and all the artist connections! It has changed how I see myself as a maker and I am anxious to move forward with all that it has brought my way.
DeleteI am so happy to hear your news. I hope you will continue to create your art as well as focusing on yourself and your supportive family.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Lisa. It was wonderful news. I feel blessed for sure! That said, I now need to get going and get some things I have long wanted to do moving forward.
DeleteYou inspire me!! ♥️ Let’s get together soon?
ReplyDeleteI would enjoy that!
DeleteIt sounds like you are finally on the mend. I was diagnosed with kidney cancer and I'm just starting the journey. Starting the radiation treatments soon. I pray that I will end up cancer free and be "just like you"!!!! Take care! Diana
ReplyDeleteDiana, you will go through this journey just fine. We are tough women of Montana origin. I am sending you my phone number via Messenger through FB. Please call me and tell me more. My prayers are with you.
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